Mees kui enigma

I am strong believer that discipline and detrmination are key to success. There can't be any real debate about this. Whatever your mind can conceive and believe mind can achieve. Only variable in this motto is success itself. One can't really define success because it can be many different things for different people and even can vary during person's different stages of his/hers life. It can be from earning enormous amount of money, traveling the world, getting in shape or just not sleeping in morning to just being content with one self. All those things break down to more variables and eventually what happens is, when you pursue something it always eludes you. Like trying to chase butterflies. And eventually success is something you attract by the person who you have become.

Last time I realised I was pursuing too many things at once and only logical thing left to do was to pop in one fuck it all pill and let things go, let them go as they go, set free all the butterflies and just walk the dao. ☯

I moved out from deadbeat King Cross which was filled with prostitutes, drug addicts and homeless. Ended up finding new place in one of the most lively and hipsterish parts of Sydney, named NewTown. Renting room directly from one old couple meaning agreement is pretty relaxed and there is no hassle with real estate agents. I have one flatmate who works on odd hours, meaning most of the time I have place for myself. House is close to 2 train stations but still on really quiet street. 5 minute walk away is famous King St. with all the pubs and hipster restorans. Haven't had to explore all these much I would have liked but still I have been busy with extra curriculum activity. Beers at startup events, hanging out with people from hostel and occasional laser tag games. Also have started to enjoy more those quiet moments. Which is really easy to do when you have balcony. Downside of balcony is that i have done more sigarets than I would like to admit, but in my defense, siggies are just perfect for Sunday afternoon with coffee or beer.

Also I got second place in local calisthenics tournament. Forgot to mention it last time, so yea, just putting it out there now.

There is still lot of things in progress and things have taken quite unusual turn but it really seems when you let things go and stop chasing butterflies eventually butterflies come come to you.